The most hurtful kind of lies are the ones delivered by the people that you never thought are capable of creating sordid,tragic lies. It makes you doubt everything you know about them & makes you wonder why you care so much before & worst of all, it puts you in the position of deciding whether to tell them off or act like you’re too dull to even know the difference. But wouldn't that be offensive and almost unjust to oneself? Then again, what good would it be to lower myself to that bar.

I was caught in the tangled webs of lies and a complete betrayal of trust. It made me feel like I have been taken for a ride and a fool. I am deeply offended from the cold treatment that I received. I've pride myself to be a sound and intelligent person, so when someone treats me like a bag of dirt, I could almost feel the desire to scream murder.

Some betrayals are so deep, so profound, that there's no way to repair what was lost. And when that happens, there's nothing left to do but wait for the veil of guard to be lowered to allow for complete forgiveness.


At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. Its like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And its not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away.

A special and heartfelt thank you for a certain someone, M for being there. For 8am call of concern, for songs of the sea, for popcorn fights, for cable car rides, for ... bridges :), for late night bus rides, for warmth and absolute comfort. Thank you, it means a lot to me. You begin to mean a lot to me, too. :)