Self-vulnerability is a sexy statement. It makes you quiver and shudder at the mere thought of what lies ahead. Everything is emphasised by leaps and folds in the dark- Grabbing whilst blindfolded is a dark stimulating act. It keeps you alive, empowered and desirous to continue fighting. The attitude that is sought after - Wilful and Determination, is a timeless quality. Not many have that strength in them to continue falling and deepening the once closed wounds. Not many will defy sanity to brave the cold front.

But today, I will stand viciously proud and blazing trails behind as I shout, "Carpe Diem!"

I am done with feeling rotten.